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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 01:46:41 GMT

last entrie on dis xanger. bye bye xanger. i'll MISS u. lols.

new xanger: clickie n make a wish. xD.

new sn: perdi_p0o i'll prolly be on both...if not..i'll be on da old one.

Monday, October 06, 2003

Mon, 06 Oct 2003 22:00:21 GMT

deleted summer entries. coz tim told me to. i will listen to him. i will wait fer him. will make a new xanga laters. tba.

Monday, July 14, 2003

Mon, 14 Jul 2003 01:20:50 GMT

HI!!! xD. haffent updated in 3 days! lols. i used to update everyday. omg..seemed lyke im obsessed. lols. imma stop dat now. recap...short ones. fer some ppl dat dun lyke long entries. ::ahemgaryahem::

::Friday:: gary, timmy and later on amy came over. they looked at pics. n played wiff da webcam/camera da verizon gav. lols. earlier dat morning..timmy was singin da ABCs..n he didnt noe them. lmao. oh. amy got a haircut. so sexai. buh not reali used to cing her wiff short hair. amy plucked mah eyebrows. so much nicer now. xD. danksss hunnie (hubbie xP). if i did it mahself..i would have given ups. i was tearing. =*( buh iz all good now.

::Saturday:: was supposed to be wiff mindy. sowwie.."rejected" u againz. im so sowwie. i luvvv u hun. so dat day. hmMm. oh. me cleaned out lyke lotsa papers from lyke skool. took da whole morning. went out to viet place to eat lunch. den went to library to change something. whoas..person so gay. n stoopid. sigh. they changed it wrong. gotta go baks. i reali dun wanna go bak againz..ever again. iz 10 fuqin blocks from mah place. n u gotta walk..nothing goes ther. <sigh> gotta go bak again..some tyme later. so gay. den me went home..sat a bit. den headed out to uncles house to bbq. whoa. it was so gay. at first da thingy didnt werk. it took lyke a whole almost 2 hrs to get da fire going. n wen we DID...found out it was tooooo low. so we all be lyke bending down to get da food ready. mah bak hurted lyke crazii. da food was madddd good tho. mah uncles gf made all of its. took pics. mad niceee. i lyke this one pic alot. i was holding a hugeeee doll. n mah mom was also. n lyke we stood in front of a "door" wich leads to a backyard. n da sun was going down then. so it illuminated da room..n eveyrthing was reali nice. ok. iz gettin too long of an entrie isnt it? lols.

::today:: went yum cha. den went cell phone hunting. unsuccessful. den cut mah hair. iz mad short now. =/ i dink it looks a lil lyke kens hair. it looked nice...wen lyek da barbarer blowed it. i did it mahself today..n it looks lyke shit. iz all lyke...non straight. w/e if anything. imma go tye it up. it looks maddddd cute tied up. hehe. iz lyke a lil small ponytail. u kan barely tie it up. hehe. den me went home. end of day.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 21:50:22 GMT

HIIIIIII! im bak at werk. finally. hahaha. went bak today. lyke super late. hmmmm. lets recap.

::Yesterday:: yesterday..hmMm. i put down film. den went to docs place to pic up mah form. i THOUGHT i was pickin it up todays..so me lyke..all planned to be wiff mindy allll day. turned out i do haff werk..so yea..sowwie. me kant spend da day wiff u. anyways. called debbie...coz i was madddd bored. had to wait lyke an hour to get pics bak. i was PLANNIN to go to ec..n look at vic posters. buh lyke debbie..was reali desperate fer company. xD. me of course..went to her. walked in FAST motion..not SLO motion. hehe. got there in 10 mins er so. lols. if i walk in slo motion..i would get ther in lyke an hour. lols. btw..i was walkin to delancy. o.O she had me walk alllll da way to da other side of ct. so me met her. she looked all so sexai n stuff. hehhee. she cutted-ed her hair. a lil tooooooo short accordin to her. buh..i thought it looked nice. walked around duane reade. bought a hugeeeeeeee lotion bottle. n toothpaste. ended up wiff lyke $9. den me bought lunch..coz i realized dat wiff $9 u CANNOT develop 2 rolls of film. lols. den me went home..n ate lunch. den me went out againz to get da pics coz me wanted to c them bad. got them. da pics came out REALI good. i must say...i liked ALOT of them. well..da pics of me n fwens were reali good. specialy da ones wiff me n candy..n da one i took wiff susan. i reali lyked those. dere were some mores dat i lyked buh me forgot. hehe. da pics dat me took on da vacatiion came out gooooood too. hehee. ppl gotta come over n look. lols. daz it.

:: TODAY:: today..so tiring. got up at 7 40 to go to werk righ. left house at 8. 8 10 ran BAK upstairs..coz i forgotted mah cellie. AND coz it was chilly outside..so me got mahself a jacket. den ran BAK outside..n caught a bus. lols...i swear..u'll never ever c me runnin fer a bus ever againz. ahhaha. ok..mayb u will. lols. got to werk at around 8 40. waited a lil fer da office to open. went in...told me to go to 12th floor to get cleared so dat i kan get mah ID. went there...n lyke they told meh i was missin a signature. OMFG..i was lyke..o.O urghs. i was sooooooooooo mad...jus one fuqin signature dat mah mom refused to sign. so i went home. well almost home. n daddie called. he called fer meh to get him breakfast. meh a goooooooood grl..n served mah daddie fer da first tyme in mah lyfe. so me went all da way out to ct..n lyke bought him coffee n a bou n newspaper. xD. me a gwai lui. hehe. got home...n mad him sign da paper. xD. im sho smart..n also got him to drive meh home. since..lyke i alreadi spent lyke $4. got tthere....went to 12th floor againz. some parts of da form was NOT filled out..by da doc. n they told me to call da doc to fax da missin info..buh lyke i dunt noe wat da info's called in chinese. dey ended up givin me a physical checkup. lyke some of its. i got da rest of da info. so iz all good. thank god there was no one there..n they aint busy. <sigH> waited so long. finally got it done. went to da office to get mah id. buh office was closed. i took forever to find it. lols. i got semi lost. xP. da hospitals maddddddd big. went bak upstairs n signed out fer lunch. went bak to da office to get mah id...office sed they were at lunch..buh da person was there. o.O weird. had to go bak after 2. hmmM..met up wiff tim. er w/e his name ish. he went to make copies..n me talked to him. he picked meh up to get our ids together. he had to get dis other paper dat i alreadi got. n da person who gav it out was at lunch. so yea. we waited n waited. we talked. hehe. found out...he graduated stuy. OMFG...hes so mean..keeps makin fun of brooklyn tech. makin fun of meh. so mean. hehe. buh in a jokin way. hes funnie. hahaha...we were exchaning sns..n we dun got paper. haha. he gav me a dollar to write it on..buh lyke i kept it instead. hhahaa. decided to write on tissue dat i had. hahhaha. he paid me a dollar fer half a piece of tissue. LMAO. was laffin so hard. hahha. wrote mah sn on one half..gav to him..n he wrote his sn on da other half. lols. also found out his bday be one day after mine..buh hes 19 alreadi..so hes still older. april 15 1984. hes 19 righ?? i did math right righ? lols. ok..daz it. did no werk today. hhahaaha....dis be one of mah looooooong entries. i dun care if some of yoOs be not appreciating long entries. n i dun care if some of u dun read itz. buh i noe fer sure...da DEBBIE lykes it..n she WILL read it. hehe. i luvvvvvv u debbie. xD

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 01:16:23 GMT

im bored outa mah mind. meh stole this quiz from rosie. xD

[n]ame: carmen, carmy, mun mun, mutt mutt etc
[h]eight: 5'4"
[l]ocation: manhattan
[s]kinny/fit/fat: hmmMm..im average fer a american, female 16 yr old. xD
[w]eight: blehz. u dun need to noe. hehe
[s]iblings: 1 reali reali annoying brother
[p]ets: dey all died. =( buh they were onli goldfishes n stuff. mah family be allergic to animal hairs.
[e]ye color: drk brwn
[h]air: emm..i would say fer da most part straight..until lyke da end. iz kinda curly.
[b]est feature: me lyke mah lil hands. =) n mah lips.
[f]irst crush: mah first real crush would hafto be michael
[h]obbies: hmMm..iono. i dun reali haff a hobby.
[w]hat were you doing 15 minutes ago: dinner[w]hat are you wearing right now: big white shirt..lavender striped undie...n mah pink pjs
[u] smoke: nopes
[u] drink: nopes
[u] shy or outgoing: shyyyy most of da tyme..me very talkative wen wiff mah hunnies. xD

[w]hat do you want from a partner? loyalty, luvvv, honesty n lotsa other stuff..buh me kant think of it now.
[f]eature you notice first: face
[l]ooks/personality: personality
[p]iercings: on meh?? me dun got any. on mah partner?? mayb an earing on his right ear xD[w]ould you ever date a friend: umm...arent u suposed to be friends FIRST?? lols
[a]ge difference limit: i would lyke a lil older. jus a lil ish enuff..even if iz onli a day. xD
[s]mart/dumb: hhahaha..i would go wiff dum. coz im super dum n slo. hahah
[f]unny/serious: funny most of da tyme..n serious wen needed. xD

[c]hocolate milk, or hot chocolate: emm..dey both chocolate..so waz da difference? lols
[m]cdonalds or burgerking: micky D!
[w]ould you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect lover? best fwen. friends r super important in mah life. buh den again...da perfect luver ish also important. iono.
[c]ereal or toast: toast
[b]unk or water bed: water bed...me no lyke bunk beds. on top ish scary coz me afraid of heights..n on da bottom..iz too crowded.
[c]ats or dogs: cats! puppies!
[c]oca cola or pepsi: PEPSI! F4 sponsers it. xD
[r]ighty or lefty: righty

[h]ow long is your longest relationship? welll..me be haffin mah first one now...n so far it'll be da 3rd month on da 18th.
[w]hat was your favorite thing to do with that special someone: xD. not tellin u.
[w]hat is the best present you've gotten from someone? i must say da hugeeeeee vic poster from man yi. i luvvvvv u hun.

[b]est friends: i got lots. hmmM..first off. iz gotta be candy. alwaiis teem teem mutt mutt. den...amy. im her yee lai. xD. den debbie. den be mah lesHbian luVer, rose. some other ppl. buh lyke..i dun remember. lols. i luvvv u tho. n da ppl on this..feel spesho..coz i be thinkin about u righ nows. hehe.
[m]ost trustworthy: hMmm. iono.
[w]ho you go for advice the most: candy!
[n]icest: dey allllll nice. xD
[m]eanest: sarah! omg..shes so mean
[s]kinniest: debbie, candy and amy
[c]raziest: dey alllll crazii
[s]martest: iono. dey all smart
[d]umbest: whoo..me be dumest. me also super slo. hehe
[b]est looking: dey allll mad cute n sexai n hot. hehe
[s]hortest: i fink iz mah kitty..amy. hehe.
[b]est at bitching at people: oh oh..i got it. ahhaha..CANDY! she bitches at timmy daily. hahahhhaa. so funnie.
[t]allest: mah ian babii. hehe. he be lyke all da way up there. 5' 11" man. hahaha..hes a whole head taller dan meh. lols.
[b]uffest: c..dis i reali dunno. they all average.

Monday, July 07, 2003

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 19:10:09 GMT

xDDDD. IM BAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! who missed meh?? watch lyke half of u be lyke..."carmen left??" lols. well..i did leave. me went to a 3 day 2 nite trip from july 4th to july 7th. dis be mah FIRST..veri FIRST trip. hehee. sad..buh iz tru. <sigh> me dunno where to start. lols. so much! WARNING! this entrie is MADDDDDDDDDDDD long. fer alla u lazy ppl who dun lyek to read..basically i went to penn..den maryland den virginia. n i had FUN!

DAY 1: got up at around 7 something. had to go to daddies work buddies house. found out lyke DAT morning..dat i WASNT followin no tour bus. LMAO! n ive been telling ppl dat i WAS. hahahahha. so we all met there. there was a total of 9 families dat went. all of them were lil kids. dere were lyke 2 dat was close to mah age. ahhhhhhhh...dere was onli 1 cute guy there. omg. n he was da ONLI older guy ther. alla them be lil kids. buh..im glad he was dere. he was 20 ish..in college. hes not lyke veri veri cute. hes ok. buh lyke..da way he dresses n stuff makes him look maddd good. lols. he dresses maddd good. hes got lotsa taste. he looks betta in glasses. he had on lyke contacts dat were blue green?? whoaz. they looked freeky. no matta wat he wore..it looked reali good. OH..he also got a niceeeeeeee body. whaoz..dose muscles..n abs. n hes gott a reali nice tan! he be a lifeguard assistant..i fink. so he swims reali good. hes chee seen man. going on a trip..n i swear he bought lyke 3 pairs of sneakers..a pair of boots..flip flops..n at walmart he bought swimming shoes! chee seen. ok..enuff about him. xD. i luvvvvvvvv u ian. haha. so 3 vans n 6 lincolns went together. on da road..u be seeing lyke a whole train of cars! hahaha. it looked reali reali funnie. lols. wen da first car changes lane...da nex 8 cars would follow. LMAO! n da first car would change sometimes lyek ALOT...so ALOT of cars would be following..i found it reali funnie. da FIRST stop of mah trips would be Phildelphia, Pennslyvania. (whoas...da typo. hahhaha.) me went to da ct in philidelphia. ate at a shanghai place. da food was ok..buh they took MADDDDDDDDDDDDDD long to bring da plates out. n i was starving then. dose dum asses...starved mun mun. =( dennnn. me went to Baltimore, Maryland. OMG..me had shooo much fun there. there were paddle boats! n me had funnnnnnnnn paddling lyke crazii. legs got lyke numb afterwards. hahah. it was onli a 30 min thing too. iz maddd tiring. n da sun was shining lyke crazii. i FINK i got a lil tanned. er burned. den we headed to our hotel. stayed at Best Western Hotel fer 2 nites. got ther at around 9. n ther was a swimming pool! it closes at 10. so da mob of us..dere were prolly lyke 40 chinese ppl chargin at da pool. LMAO! so me got moonlight swimming. =) fun! well..i found out i kant even SEMI swim. lols. so i was technically not swimming under da moon. i was..iono. i was jus kinda in da water..boucing around to keep warm. ehehehe. dese be madd crazii ppl. after da "swim" we all went up to our rooms. called fer orders n took a shower. after dinner. they be maddddddd crazii. they went to walmart. o.O so we alllllll went to walmart from noon to 1. chee mah gun. afterwards..me slept. me shared a bed wiff mommie. n it was horrible! she lyke took up da whole freqin bed. hahaha. after sleeping in da same room wiff da family..we found out wat we do wen we sleep. hahaha. so mommie sleeps with her legs n arms mad wide. daddie sleeps wiff his elbow out. hahaha..hes been jabbing mah bro all nite. lols. n mah bro..he lyke moves on da bed alot. he moves from side to side..n he also sits up in da middle of da nite. xD. n meh. hmMmm..i talk at nite. lols. daz it fer da first day of mah vacation.

DAY 2: went to Paramounts King Dominion. it was FUN!! me got madd tired tho. da water rides were fun. oh! theres this reali cool pool. it looks lyke a beach..n there actually a machine in da bak that would make waves. so cool! we went kinda deep in da water. n me no noe how to swim. so wen da waves come..me gotta jump. hahahhahaha. so funnie. all da ppl were lyke bouncing. n of course...due to mah slowness..i jump at da wrong tyme. so if i was reali in da ocean..i wouldve drowned quite a few tyme. lols. i went in there twice. skin started to get wrinkly so we got outs. OOooooooooo. ian called!!!!! xD. i found out he was ALSO in virginia. xD. wen i was in da car going to these places, i was listening to chi lam. dam..his songs were all about love n stuff. one song was about da nice feelin wen ur wiff ur partner. dat "tingly" feeling. dam was i missing ian lyke crazii then. this song reminded me of da tymes i had wiff ian. da first tyme he took mah hand. our first kiss. mah first hicky. etc. all these things came into mah head. boy did i miss him lyke crazii. wen he called..i was so happie. i was reali happie dat he was wiff me da whole entire tyme. he went to some place near da park in virginia fer a family reunion n bbq. iz nice noeing dat ur bf is alwaiis nearby. *smiles* den me went home all tired n shitz. shoulders n bak n da top part of mah chest HURTS! coz i didnt reali put suntan lotion on. i had a tshirt on top of mah bathing suit. so i forgot to put on suntan lotion ther. once me got to da water rides..me took off shirt. so me got a lil sunburned. buh fer da rest of me..iz ok. me got a lil darker. den we returned to hotel. ate den slept. this tyme i slept easier. buh me gots a nitemare! me forgot it tho. daz a goood thing. hehe.

DAY 3: woke up maddddddd earli. lyke 6 30. n i slept at around 11? iono. buh me was tiredz! had to stop by virgina beach. stayed dere fer lyke an hour. it was burning hot da whole tyme of mah trip. it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot. lyke high 90s. was it lyke dat over here in ny? den we went to some REALIIIIIIIIIIIII long bridge. i fink iz called chesapeak ______ bridge. hahhaha. iono. forget dat. it some longggggggg ass bridge. spent a whole lota tyme there. shouldnt have. if we didnt..den we wouldve gotten home earli. we returned home afterwards. at around 5 something..ian called againz. xD. mah cell was in da bag..n mom had it. by da tyme she handed me da bag...it stopped ringin. so me called him baks afterawhile. found out he was alreadi bak in brooklyn. whoaz..me was farrrrr in virginia. took us forever to go bak. started at around. i dunt even noe. all i noe ish dat me got home at around 3!!! daz crazii. daddie was maddddd tired from driving so much. i wish i knew how to drive...n i wish i was old enuff to drive on a highway. =/ den i couldve drove some of da way. daz wat the cute guy n his daddie did. they took turn driving. eh. oh wells. too bad. everyone else drove all da way. buh. i do dink imma go learn to drive. i wanna. after i got home..i dropped down on mah bed...n SLEPT. me no shower. buh me brushed teef. once i got home..i realized how much i missed mah vics. hahaha. yuuuuup! mah VICS. vic posters. xD. n mah dollie. i figured out i kant sleep right w/o mah dollie's hand (coz i hold it) n mah vic posters.

im DONEEEEEEE. hahah. finally. i took lyke a few hours to type this..coz i gav up in da middle. got too tired. im tired now. i fink imma go nap. haff fun reading. or not. propz me anyways.

Friday, July 04, 2003

Fri, 04 Jul 2003 02:22:51 GMT

xDDDDDD. happie happie. mommie forgave daddie. we going to trips tomz. me will miss all of yooOs.

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Thu, 03 Jul 2003 18:19:39 GMT

hehe. i giv up. on dat no entrie thingy. i giv ups. hehehe. i kept editingz. i called ian todays. n he PICKED UP. omg. im so happie today. well..some parts of it was bad. buh iz ok. xD. today..i went to werk fer lyke 1 hr n 45 minutes. i wasnt even doing anything. da folders were in da conference room..n ther was a meeting. me was supposed to put timesheets into da folders. i actually HAD werk today. n i didnt get to do itz...coz da ppl sed i cant work if i dun got an id. n to get da id...i need to fill out a form dat seys i dun got those diseases. xP. dat was da bad part of mah day. i go home. n they be saying they aint sure if i get paid er not. so i was lyke wtf?? i did NOT werk fer 3 days fer NO reason. dey stoopid tho..coz they didnt giv me da form in da first place to go to docs. w/e den me wnet home. called ian. =) found outs dat he moved. n hes "grounded". he kant go outs...coz he gots a 45 on his report card. =( buh i had fun talking to hims. even tho wat he told me was kinda bad. eh. wonder if i could go visit him. if he kant come to meh..i wonder if I could go to hims. den i tried to call mom to tell her. buh den da pharmacy she werked in..da line was busy. took me lyke an hour to get to call her. i was haffin fun talkin to debbie. hehehe. den me went outs. went to docs. left da form. n found out dat i could get it bak a week after!!! so does dat mean i kant work untill nex week?? so daz a good thing AND a bad thing. good thing..coz i MITE be able to c ian mores..n da ohters who dun got werk n most important..da wagner reunion? er jus to c mindy! heeh. (i didnt forget u hun) bad thing..coz im not paid. den i walked around ct. i saw MADDDDDDDDD vic posters. vic ish sho hots. they got madddd posters of him. n jerry..buh me no like jerry. oh..deres one of vic n ken. they look good in dat n it was lyke a half size poster thingy. anyways. it was a good day today. talked to ian after lyke 8 days..n saw mad vic posters. ooo. im going to vacation starting toms. lets hope imma haff fun. =)

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Tue, 01 Jul 2003 01:40:48 GMT

so tiredz. mah mom be moving into our room. iz betta dan moving outa da house. we (bro n me n mom) was jus moving da bunk bed down to da floor level. i swear it fitted. look awhile...n found out ther was no room to go past to da other side. den after allllllllll da work...we had to put it bak on top of da bed. >.< sho tiredz. took another showerz. <sigH> family problems. so bad. i reali reali need ian nows. *ish crying* ok. this is reali bad. im listening to da sad song from Monkey King. n this adds to da sadness. im crying. =*( mah parents told each other...they hated each other. i was crying reali hard last nite. i dun want this. y ish this happening to meh?? y? y now? y wen iz mah swt 16?? y noW?? y this moment?? y today?? y this week?? y this year?? y? y? y? iz not fair. i want ian. i want him badly. come to mah rescue?? plz?? if u reading this...plz come over. i'll be home at around 4 30. i'll be off from work. kkz?? plz come?? i luvvvvvvvvvvvv u.

::EDITZ:: me no update till ian comes over. i miss him toooo much. if i dun update...den he'll eventually read ^^ dat entrie rigH?? anyways..werk is easy. i sit there. alllllll da tyme. im lucky n got da easy job. i met tim n alan tam todays. i swear i noe alan from somewhere..n he remembers me from somewehre. gotta think on mah "free" tyme..wich is ALL da tyme. lols. i STILL want ian. i want him alots.

::EDITZ:: hehehe. i reali wanted to post this up. iz so swt. hehee. da couples be missing each other lyke crazii. everyone got something..xcept candy. i haffnt gotten to talk to her yet. iono..if i am gonna talk to her. hehe. anywyas..heres wat we've sed..er actually...wat theyve sed to meh..hehe:

timmy: timmy misses candy like a bumblebee misses her honey

carmen: carmen misses ian lyke a baby misses her mommie

gary: gary misses amy like how both carmen and timmy misses their babis

amy: amy b missin gary liek a person on a diet b missin food x)

Monday, June 30, 2003

Mon, 30 Jun 2003 23:24:39 GMT

so tiredz!!! forget da last few days. focus on today. dun wanna write long entries...coz ppl end up NOT readin em. ahemjulieahem. lols. u lazy pplz. so work today. wen da whole group of us went to bellueve hospital...we got lost. lols. iz HUGEEEEE. anyways. den after waiting a whole lonnnnnnnnng tyme...they told us they dun want ppl under 16. so mah bro n lyke all da ppl left. onli a few stayed. filled out forms. n they separated us. me got assigned to vadya..er somehting lyke dat. she madddddd nice. im in da "ambulatory care administration office" whoaz...dat took awhile to type. LMAO! so i jus kinda sat there. da wholllleeeeee tyme i was sittin. n half da tyme i was NOT working. =/ i was maddddd boredz. well..easy money. iz all good. so this year..me gotta pay fer lunch...transportation AND i will be alone. =( i miss candy, amy, man yi n debbieeee working WIFF meh.

<sigH> family problems. no fun. daddie n mommie be argueing. i was crying last nite. so i got lyek no sleep. well..SOME sleep. im madddd tired. went to bed at around 11. fell asleep at around 12. woke up at 1..coz parents yelling. went bak to sleep at around 2. woke up at 7 45. so me mad tiredz. i missssssss ian. i luvvv u babii. <3